little time

Even it is only a short time, but it is how you appreciate the moment

give your best 

Monster

MONSTER

Where is the old me,

am i still there?

the darkness has devour me whole,

why i'm change?

can i change back to myself?

the way i used to be,

instead being the one i hate?

please help me,

i'm lost,

i just want to go home,

i'm laughing on innocent,

twisted mind with beautiful lies,

please remember me the way i used to be,

even i'm staying in your vivid memories,

i was blind,

i was left behind,

i forget those who stayed by my side,

i thought i already open,

sadly i only used one eye to perceive the world,

but not looking to myself,

i exploited those who's weak,

i killed the king,
i killed the one that used to be me,

and now i have nothing,

stuck in the maze of life,

i cant get out,

i just want to live,

i'm the monster of myself,

i'm the demon of myself,
I'm a killer of myself,

because i forgot to love myself,

please tell me how the way i used to be...

The Other Side of Me

The Other Side of Me.

Beautiful black and white,

tainted with scarlet red,

Lost and stuck

Between two world of mine

1000 ways to labyrinth

finding treasure of myth

dreaming diamond and gold

but twisted with pandora box

Cry for help in silent voice,

the world is deaf and blind

reality keep alter and shifting fast

movement become slow

left in past memories

still young but forgotten..

believer

once i was plain nothing,
naive bout the world that i believe,
i abandon people i loved,
i thought they just slow me down,
and i realize they who grab my hand when i'm lost,
i was boy who cried alone,
showing smile of shame like nothing happened,
people didn't see what i see and feel,
i become things i dont want,
i was soaked with my ego and pride,
i thought i'm king,
but i just plain nothing,
i'm drowning deep with dark thoughts,
this is not i wanted to be,
i cry for nothing,
i fight for nothing,
i'm winning over nothing,
i follow my heart too much,
now i'm fighting myself,
the part i dont want,
i believe i'll be defeat,
and go back to the time i was destined to be.

Lovey Dopey

Lovey Dopey

the sun shine brightening the day,

the day like i live in a dream of fairy tale,

by the time i woke up,

seeing you with your eyes shut close,

with the smile on your face,

you're having a good dream,

when the moon light rise,

kiss me good night,

because you're my beautiful dream,

hug me tight,

love me more even more,

your warmth smile,

make my heart melt every moment that i glimpse,

as the time flow within us,

we grow old and grey,

we may forget the memories between you and me,

but i promise, one thing.

The smile of your,

make the time stop, 

by just looking into each other eyes,

and fate make me realize,

you're mine. 

Peter Pan

Shoot me among the stars,

I’ll be flying around the skies,

Smiling down to earth,

I’m here when the night fall,

Moonlight shine upon you,

Hide your wasteful tears,

Come fly with me,

Play beyond your imagination,

Don’t worry beautiful,

I got you,

There are thousand words to be spoken,

But it already describe in one smile of yours,

The glimpse to your eyes,

Its flowing thru my heart,

Wash me away from everything,

I was meant for you and I always do. 

Untouchable Rose

Untouchable Rose

a rose from bottom of heart,

bloom by the light of cure,

slowly grow without a thorn,

but guarded by the forest of illusion,

the shallow voice trap in the dream,

existing the pain that wasn't there,

lost me in sight,

let the mist of night devour me whole,

guide me with the heart of core,

the beauty of untouchable,

hear me as a myth,

imagine like a legend that never exist,