Surviving in society.

i intentionly leave people behind because i can see where it ends,
when sticking with other people, they keep restraining me from doing what i want to do, i dont care what society say bad thing when i doing a good thing, i know from what im doing now,it is getting me to nowhere,
but i keep doing it,i like it, i do it, if you people even my own very friends become my obstacle to what i like,
you leave me no choice but to let you go, and leave all of you behind, i'm taking people who keep moving forward, not a rock that keep blocking people ways. people uses society as a shield to protect themselves
after they using other people,eventually, they leave you behind, and replace with new ones,
me? i like to watch people, i give them hope, honesty, trust, loyalty,
what i want is appreciation, but what i see, people tend to use the "appreciation"
when we already dead.in that time, they will use to attract the other people to assume,
they are a good friend to dead guy, sad truth isnt?

From my utterly harsh statement,the truth about mankind and humanity is not what you expected,
the good and kind minority group are being suppress by the majority of the worst century,
most of people used assimilation just to get into society,from my perspective of view,
i define this society is rotten, harsh, cruelity, abusive in term of physical and mental,
their sense of ethnocentrism is too high, believing they are better than others by seeing them
with prejudice, discrimination.

nowdays, where is the term of harmony? where are your friends? USELESS. most of them are useless,pathetic,immature, the worst of generation could ever exist.

i give you a hint how to reveal people true colour,
USE YOUR KINDNESS, and you will see, WHO ARE YOUR FRIENDS, YOU WILL ABLE TO FIND WHO IS FRIEND AND FOES.

stronger

Stronger

you really think that i gonna lose forever?

you think i gonna sit down and whining without do anything,

you're wrong,

i maybe young,but that is not gonna stop me from growing stronger,

improving myself everyday,

this time i won't holding back,

i give my best shot,

stand strong on my ground,

i won't go down,

i always be thousand steps away in front of you,

i show you,

i will endure every hit,

straight dash for opportunity 

i will not stop growing,

you will tremble in fear,

you cannot make a move,

even one bit,

i will bash you,bash you,

i'll come back strong,

crush you to bits,

you can't even see my pace,

every move i make,

you're going down,

you don't even see when and how,

i'm stronger,faster than before.

i change,

better from who i ever was,

and

I ALWAYS STRONG

STRONGEST MAN YOU NEVER SEEN

masalah panjang.

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