little time

Even it is only a short time, but it is how you appreciate the moment

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Monster

MONSTER

Where is the old me,

am i still there?

the darkness has devour me whole,

why i'm change?

can i change back to myself?

the way i used to be,

instead being the one i hate?

please help me,

i'm lost,

i just want to go home,

i'm laughing on innocent,

twisted mind with beautiful lies,

please remember me the way i used to be,

even i'm staying in your vivid memories,

i was blind,

i was left behind,

i forget those who stayed by my side,

i thought i already open,

sadly i only used one eye to perceive the world,

but not looking to myself,

i exploited those who's weak,

i killed the king,
i killed the one that used to be me,

and now i have nothing,

stuck in the maze of life,

i cant get out,

i just want to live,

i'm the monster of myself,

i'm the demon of myself,
I'm a killer of myself,

because i forgot to love myself,

please tell me how the way i used to be...