Lovey Dopey

Lovey Dopey

the sun shine brightening the day,

the day like i live in a dream of fairy tale,

by the time i woke up,

seeing you with your eyes shut close,

with the smile on your face,

you're having a good dream,

when the moon light rise,

kiss me good night,

because you're my beautiful dream,

hug me tight,

love me more even more,

your warmth smile,

make my heart melt every moment that i glimpse,

as the time flow within us,

we grow old and grey,

we may forget the memories between you and me,

but i promise, one thing.

The smile of your,

make the time stop, 

by just looking into each other eyes,

and fate make me realize,

you're mine. 

Peter Pan

Shoot me among the stars,

I’ll be flying around the skies,

Smiling down to earth,

I’m here when the night fall,

Moonlight shine upon you,

Hide your wasteful tears,

Come fly with me,

Play beyond your imagination,

Don’t worry beautiful,

I got you,

There are thousand words to be spoken,

But it already describe in one smile of yours,

The glimpse to your eyes,

Its flowing thru my heart,

Wash me away from everything,

I was meant for you and I always do. 

Untouchable Rose

Untouchable Rose

a rose from bottom of heart,

bloom by the light of cure,

slowly grow without a thorn,

but guarded by the forest of illusion,

the shallow voice trap in the dream,

existing the pain that wasn't there,

lost me in sight,

let the mist of night devour me whole,

guide me with the heart of core,

the beauty of untouchable,

hear me as a myth,

imagine like a legend that never exist,

Puteri Balang Kaca

PUTERI BALANG KACA


Setiap hari ku, menari di dalam balang kaca berlagu,
berdansa ku seorang diri,
demi membahagiakan yang tercinta,
muka nya terukir ukiran manis yang ku perlu,
untuk teruskan perjuangan ku,
setiap detik ku kira,
bila kau perlukan aku,
putar lah lagu yang kau mahu sayang,
berdansa kita dengan irama dan lagu,
mimpi kan ku di tidur malam mu,
hadir mu dalam hidup ku sudah cukup untuk ku,
aku puteri balang kaca,
hanya mampu menghilangkan sedih hanya seketika,
pecah kaca ku,
hidup ku tiada dua,
aku sedar aku hanya barang sementara,
tetapi kebahagiaan mu,
kekal selama nya, walaupun aku sudah tiada.

The Immortal

The Immortal

You burn me to ashes,

I shall rise as phoenix

Cut my head once,

I regrow it twice,

Toss me into the depth of sea,

I swim back to surface,

Like poseidon riding wave,

Blind me with darkness,

Dont worry,

I'll be back in a flash.

Sleeping Beauty

Sleeping Beauty

The moonlight shine your face in your sleep,
To see the smile smile while you're asleep,
Beauty sleep forever waiting for prince charming to kiss,
In heart of believing the true love that never exist,
Mother came and kiss on my cheeks,
she said "good night sweetie, sleep tight my beautiful princess",
The voice of angel and the sound of sweet lullaby reminiscing to my ears,
Even mother sang in hard voice,
but the song still sounds like a golden honey,

Please
Take a good care of her,
she's beauty and delicate yet,
fragile like rose vase,

I'm awake while you're asleep,
It is true indeed,
You're the sleeping beauty,
The warmth smile of sweet dream,
She made my heart throb,
Even when her eyes shut closed,
Sleep tight my queen,
Your mother told me you hate prince charming,
I'm your guardian,
That always protect you,
Even in your nightmare of monster under your bed.

Auf wiedershen Meine Lieben

Auf wiedershen Meine Lieben

Blasen mir einen Kuss,
ich gebe Ihnen meinen Schlüssel und führen Sie zu meinem liebenden Herzen, verdreht Geist mit schönen Lüge,
Sie täuschen mich mit Ihrem Vortrag,
täuschen mich mit deinem schönen Lächeln,
und er sagte, töte mich im Schlaf,
ich sollte in meine Realität sterben und weiter in endlosen Traum zu leben,
Auf Wiedersehen, meine Liebe.

English

Blow me a kiss, 

i give you my key and guide you to my loving heart,twisted mind with beautiful lie,

you deceive me with your talk, 

fool me with your beautiful smile,

and he said, kill me in my sleep,

i should die in my reality and continue to live in endless dream,

goodbye my love.

Berhenti

Berhenti

Suara sayu memanggil hati,
Perlahan-perlahan membuka peluang,
Biar kita merangkak membaca,
Asalkan kita mencuba,
Jgn berhenti berlari,
Perlahan kalau penat,
Biar jantung berdenyut laju,
Nafas tercungap,
Kita jgn berhenti,
Lihat pada diri,
Senyum sendiri,
Siapa mahu lap air mata kalau bukan tangan sendiri,
Kita adalah semangat kita,
Keputusan harus di buat,
Perjalanan mesti di teruskan,
Mereka yg ketinggalan,
Akan ku pimpin ke depan,
Aku pun sedang memanjat,
Gunung ku jenguk,
Tidak nampak puncak,
Jangan berhenti lagi,
Sampai kalimah syadah terucap.
Aku tahu di bawah tiada yg menyambut,
Tpi aku tidak takut jatuh,
Di belakang kita semua buat silap,
Tidak mengapa,
Kita belajar dgn skli pandang,
Berani kan diri,
Terus melangkah kaki,
Biar buta mata jgn buta hati,
Kalau putus kaki,tangan ku masih berfungsi,
Alhamdulilah kita masih boleh berdiri,
Ini puisi nasihat,
Kita hidup tiada pangkat,
Darjat miskin kaya,
Semua permainan sosial,
Jgn berhenti lagi,
Di depan masih kabus,
Adakah syurga,atau neraka manusia?
Hina mulut yg membisik,
Aku tak peduli,
Halang la kalau berani,
Biar aku lihat jauh mana kau boleh pergi,
Aku masih tak berhenti dan tidak akan berhenti,

first post and created: 6 July 2014

Shadow

I can be like you, i can become you, but you cant be like me nor become me, because, I'm the reflection of you, your deeds, your attitude, your ways of thinking, the way you talked, the way you perceive the others, you hate for what i do, but you dont realize that what i do, is what you do, what you always do,

You Hate Yourselves 

soo much even you and yourselves can't carry it, you blame on the others, 

you hate everything that you've done is not complete, and you cant be the best at your very own game. 

and you blame to others for your own mistake,

I am You.

the one you can't blame,

the one who deceive you,

the one who ignores you,

the one who can't be with you,

THE ONE WHO HATE YOU.

but still...

I AM YOU.

UNTITLED 2

KELUARGA, KAWAN, ADALAH SEGALA-GALA NYA, 

NYAWA AKU, 

MASA DEPAN AKU, 

BERGANTUNG DGN SIAPA AKU BERSAMA,

AKU TAK MEMPUNYAI MASA UNTUK BERCINTA,

MASALAH AKU BUKAN PADA MASA SEKARANG,

MASALAH AKU BERADA DI DEPAN,

PENYELESAIAN NYA IALAH SEKARANG,

AKU MASIH MENCARI CAHAYA KEHIDUPAN,

HAMPIR AKU TENGGELAM DALAM KEGELAPAN,

AKU SALAH,

AKU INGAT TEMPAT AKU DI SINI,

TETAPI KINI AKU SEDAR,

AKU MAMPU MELANGKAH LEBIH JAUH LAGI,

BUKAN AKU MENINGGALKAN KAWAN,

AKU PIKUL YANG MANA AKU SEMPAT,

YA,

AKU BERKAWAN BERSEBAB,

SATU SEBAB,

SEBAB UNTUK BERJAYA,

JALAN AKU PENUH SELOK BELOK,

TAPI APA YANG AKU PERLUKAN IALAH,

KEPUTUSAN YANG BETUL,

YA BENAR SILAP BOLEH DI PERBETULKAN,

TAPI IA TIDAK AKAN SEMPURNA SEPERTI SEDIA KALA,

AKU SEDAR AKU LEMAH,

MENGHIAS BAHASA ITU KEBOLEHAN SAYA,

SEPERTI MADU YANG DI SUAP,

TAPI SAYANG,

PAHIT HEMPEDU,

AKU SORANG YANG RASA,

AKU CUBA BERTATIH,

PERLAHAN-LAHAN AKU CUBA WALAUPUN PEDIH,

AKU SEDAR TAKDIR AKU BUKAN DI SINI,

KALAU AKU TAK BERUBAH,

DI MANA AKU NAK BERDIRI,

HARAPAN KELUARGA PEDIH AKU PIKUL,

AKU BUKAN BUDAK PANDAI,

MAHUPUN BODOH,

AKU KISAH APA YANG MEREKA BERKATA,

CUMA AKU TIDAK TAHU,

NAK SUMBAT DEKAT MANA,

AIRMATA YANG TIDAK MAMPU NAK MENGALIR,

HATI DAN MINDA BERCELARU,

AKU BUNTU SEKETIKA,

AKU BUKAN CACAT YANG PERLUKAN PERHATIAN,

AKU BUKAN SEKACAK SEPERTI BUAIAN MIMPI TIDUR,

AKU TIDAK BIJAK 

AKU BUKAN PANDAI,

AKU CUMA MANUSIA YANG PENUH KATA DUSTA,

YANG DI GELAR,

MANUSIA BIASA,

PERJALANAN AKU MASIH JAUH,

DI SINI AKU SAKIT,

DI SANA AKU PEDIH,

IN SHA ALLAH DI HADAPAN,

AKU SELESA DENGAN APA YANG AKU LALUI,

AKU HANYA BERSABAR,

AKU HANYA MENUNGGU,

KERANA AKU PERCAYA PADA "SUATU HARI"

MUNGKIN SEKARANG AKU BERIMAGINASI,

APA YANG AKU MAMPU IALAH,

BERTAHAN,

KUAT SEMANGAT,

TIDAK BERPUTUS ASA,

BERUSAHA KERAS,

JANGAN RISAU,

AKU AKAN BERUSAHA LAGI,

BIAR LUKA BERPARUT,

ASALKAN AKU BUAT APA YANG AKU PATUT,

SALAM HILANG

ohayou gozaimasu minna!

Ohayou gazaimasu minna san! atau dalam bahasa melayu nya, selamat pagi kamu semua! haha, harini aku tak tau apa yg merasuk aku pepagi ni nak tulis blog kan,haha, apa, kau ingat aku tak main blog ni, aku tak suka menulis la? aku suka menulis lah! ok, sekarang aku nak kongsi dengan korang semua, mana nak follow latest japanese songs sbb ikut kan, kalau korang nak tahu la, sebelum datang nya kpop, jpop dah jajah malaysia dulu, tpi sayang skli tak sebesar dan tak sekuat ombak kpop yg telah melanda malaysia selama 7 tahun, dan aliran nya masih tidak reda, statistik ni aku berdasar kn adik aku kerana dia start minat kpop dari umur dia 12, skrg dia dah 18, ha, kira la sendiri, dan aku still going with jpop sbb bagi aku jpop songs adalah rare dan mostly boleh dpt kt anime SAHAJA, aku boleh tahan jugak la minat anime tpi takkan la aku nak lyn semua anime semata-mata nak follow jpop an, so aku buat research sikit, korang cari la jpopsuki.tv untuk follow jpop song yg takde kt anime or drama ke korang ingin nak tahu an, aku bukan nak jakun ke apa, tpi apa salah nya kita kongsi apa yg kita dapat, hehehe, 人を笑顔に保つ maksud nya, keep smiling guys,  :D ja ne!

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hey whats up guys, how you doing? doing great? thats nice, haha, first of all, let me do a lil bit "coretan" di sini because i do like to write some random stuff, sharing videos on my social medias and everything, not literally my everything but somehow, i feel i'm glad that i get to share something with you guys, haha, well yeah, i do like to read article bout animal and adventure of other people, *if only the world like adventure time with finn and jake that will be fun* ohyeahyeah, and now i'm just typing some random stuff again haha, aaaaahhhhh, i wish i can go on adventure travelling the world with myself, and my friend, if they not lazy to get their ass up, haha, well, today i've already updated my blog with two new poems, well, usually, people describe my poem as fucked up serious mind blowing horror and psycho shit like that, haha, i'll take that as compliment, a very very very sarcasm and bold move sir. people describe me as not a person that write poem, and that is the least expectation from them, seriously, i give my best to hide as complicated and deep as possible my blog and of course, my poems, because i dont want people with such high level of negative critics of my poem, its not like i'm spoiling myself and my poem, but it just, i dont want my poem to be corrupted and false idea to my poem, usually i write poem because i fall in love in words and i eager to learn new words as long it doesn't make my head cramp, you know, for some people, they taking words as direct contact, direct meaning, like me, when i spoke to someone, i like it to be direct and no hiding, but when it comes to writing, i like to hiding meaning, things that you hate, the moment that you love in words, it may looks like plain text and people like, what the fuck is this? and i'll introduce to them, this is your grandma and grandpa having sex in a barn next to the horse that masturbating while looking at them,haha just kidding, what? you cant take a joke? thats ok, i know its dirty, you can complain at the comment below, but dont worry, i wont read it and i simply delete it, herherher, meh, i just messing around man dont be sad or angry, put a smile on that face, i'm sorry because sometimes or most of time i like to swearing waaaaaay alot of and i lost count of it haha. the main reason for me to write a poem because i want to reach 500 poems or more before i died, some people say, why dont you write it on a book and hide it, and my answer is, i'm too lazy to write my poems on books because i write waaaayyy too many and i usually forget where i put my poems, but usually i'll posted my poem that i see it as the best, and the remaining i'll keep it as draft or in my phone just in case of new ideas coming, because, it is kinda hard to find words with such beautiful meaning and align them with your ideas, sometimes it takes a month to think, for me la, hahaha, sebab kekadang, tak tentu, there is one time, i write 5 poems at once, but sadly, i forgot to backup the poem to my laptop and its gone,..it is one of my sad moment,haha, ok that is all for me, i'll try me best to keep the poems and the blog alive,.*seriously, i dont know how to write my blog,but i just write what i have in my mind right now,haha*

Blood Lady

She walk into the crowd,

people silent for the moment,

amaze by her beauty,

a breath taking smile,

hiding deepest secret that prison people heart,

her night thirst of blood,

those innocent eye but heart of devil,

showing no mercy upon human soul,

mask of devil that human fight,

blood shed is what she's ooking for,

one shed of her tear,

they start a war,

the king was deceive,

the queen were killed,

the people living in open eye dream,

but blind by their ruthless reality,

poison people mind with her beautiful lust,

leave them out cold like a spoil of dirt,

dry tongue cant call for help,

dragging people down,

into the pit of darkest hell on earth,

feast on their blood,

red wine with fine mix with human blood until last,

nobody can define what is inside her mind,

darkness coating her heart,

not a single light can penetrate her heart,

black shine of her eyes, piercing thru people true color no one can hide,

one touch of her fair white skin,

people blindly follow her order,

laughing on human mindless mind,

her rage kill thousand man,

darkness cloud conquering the skies,

follow by the thunder storm,

struck on human who defy and denied,

furious wind blow smash away anything on her path,

nothing can stop her,

she have everything for you to fear,

devour on human heart,

the reason of nightmare in beauty night sleep,

collecting living soul on her sight,

the void of hatred exist in her heart,

made her became like this,

once called as myth,

it will be your last breath,

she will seek,

the darkness mistress,

she is the blood lady.

officially made at 9.19pm 18/8/14

first draft at 6.06am 4/7/14

Scarlet

The way she moves,
beauty curve that she made with her face,
the wind blow floating her hair,
her eyes shine makes me can't stop staring at her,
her skin flawless the best design of God,
Too close yet too far,
she is center of attention,
everybody please by her magnificent beauty,
the crowd stop,
stumble by her shine,
her appearance just like the golden wind,
the man dreams when they fall asleep,
the touch of breeze disappear in the morning,
i know my mind didnt deceive me,
i know her and yet,
i cant find her,
the time let me see her once,
but the fate will show her twice,
women in scarlet,.

first draft at 7.17am 7/7/14

About you,

The day when our eye crosses to each other, i got the feeling that you have something special in you, the day when i got the guts to say a word with you, its like a miracle happening to me like thousand year worth for waiting, actually, i have been keeping this everything, my motions, feelings to you for a very long time, the day when we started to become friends, i feel like thank gad i finally get to approach you even deeper, you know, you are the only one that i like to look straight to the eye, because mostly, when i looked to women eyes, i felt nothing, and i already get the feeling we cant be together because i cant see what inside them, except you, its not like you're easily to read or something but, this feeling, its like craving for more and more about you. i keep it close because i dont want you to realize that i have feelings for your for a very long time, you know, when i feeling down and i cant get up, i put my target on you, if i cant get up and change myself to be better person like the one you deserve, i cant dreaming to be with you, so i go out and learn with other girls to see my flaws, which one i have to change and which one is not, this feeling for you, for the first time i felt soo real for this, usually i take bout "this thing" very lightly and to be honest, i dont give a shit bout it, maybe i'll be stress bout it for a lil bit because you know, shit happened and i dont wanna to repeat my mistake again and again, for this time, i'm gonna hold you tight, and if fate let us both to be together, insyallah i'll give my best for you, you know, it is hard to keep it balance between the great power of love and the bond of family, i dont want any of those to be broken, no matter how hard our life hit us, the one who brought us up again is our family, if your family or my family didnt like it, there must be a reason for that, the special relationship that we created with people is not bout to destroy or conquering other life, we created the relations just for enhance ourselves, for companion when we cant face the world, we share our problem and solve it together, the reason i like you because you're special, maybe you're a lil bit "blurred" bout things and thats okay, that is why i'm here for you, and i like your smile, the way you look at me, those eyebrows, haha, sometimes your eyebrow makes me turned on, and i dont know why that suppose to be a reason, your funny looking when you walk, your voice, and your heart that always keep me for going further and further, and the main reason i like you, because my family likes you, they said your the most beautiful person that i ever brought to their life, and you know what, i'm very proud for what they said because, i usually choose the wrong person and making very bad and bold decision, and this time, i know i choose the right person, but, the real deal is, are your family likes me? am i good enough for you at their eyes? and who am i in your heart, and am i good enough for you? for that reason i made my decision to change myself and give myself a chance to slowly change to be better person, by i mean better is the one who can guide you, teach you the way of life, my mom told me " if you want to guide someone, you must know how to guide yourselves first." and my father said "you must prepare for every circumstances in your life, and find who you are and do what you have said, if you all talked, how can you show people what you capable of." even thought i hate to hear their lectures but, they teach me alot of things. and to do this, i need you, to accomplish the life goal, not as my girlfriend, but as family, and by mean of family, not literally my blood but, someone special that i can share everything, my secret, my feeling and my life achievement. its okay that you didnt see me, i'm cool, i can wait, as long as you want, our life is short yet still long journey to go, you got your life and i got mine, so i want us to achieve what we want, and then, we can talk bout your dreams, i want you not as girlfriend or being friendzone but as companion of life. sincerely: hafiz *the most weirdest person you ever seen* 23/11

Magician

MAGICIAN

The stories that you waste,

the smile of lies,

the words of deceive,

master of disguise,

play your script,

pick a card,

let me show you the magic of reality,

put on magic show,

illuminating people mind,

with beautiful imagination of lies,

poof, 

lost,
 right in front of your very own eyes,

the more you hear,

the more you'll seek,

this is magic of deceive,

now you see me,

and now you don't.

smoke and coffee

Smoke and Coffee

take a sip of bitterness,
puff me your poisonous smoke,
deadly but yet feels good,
kiss me on my lips,
taste the sweet of bitterness,
you make me turn on baby,
touch me with horrible smell of yours,
twist your tongue,
lock me on your grips,
squeeze me tight with your hips honey,
give me your passionate lust,
we make love like endless night,
smell of cigarette spreading to the air,
take a deep breath with elegant scent of coffee,
ahhhhhh,
smoke and coffee,
i'll give you a pleasure you wont regret.

KING

KING

Here i'm at the fallen kingdom,
i used to be wise and kind,
until the greed shallow me whole,
seduced by beautiful lust,
my life was pampered with diamond and gold,
now i'm all alone,
paradise that i build crumble right in front of my eye,
feeling of regret haunted me for life,
unmerciful conquer every land that i stand,
blood shed everywhere just point of finger,
the king of tyrant,
no one shall defy or deny my words,
i'm defeat with my own greed,
drowning deep in nightmare,
my man died of false loyality,
the kingdom falls in chaos,
there is nothing i can do,
by watching it burns to ashes,

Destiny

DESTINY

Destiny is already written,

bound with your spirit and soul,

the will of fire blazing thru your fist,

cold of emotionless frozen your heart,

skin coated with titanium close the weakness,

stumble your enemy with your strength,

let the fear streaming to the air,

the sound make people tremble,

until the end of their spine,

no one can stop you,

the one man army,

rage of thousand man,

ground shakes for every steps,

i hope you already prepare,

the last sentence of your words,

this is destiny,

Day

DAY

Day after day,
my heart still remain the same,
i learned things,
But nothing change,
i feel like a lot stupider now,
a man whose a fool for love,
Too naive to live in the reality of despise,
i told myself i was ready for the world,
but then, i have been shot,
i see many people die,
but some of them fight to survive,
"i dont deserve this"
slowly stand up
and hold my ground,
once fall, shall rise again,
wound and bruises
already blend within my vein,
take me down on sight,
i will return it twice,
i give you the best i got,
effort from pain and suffer,
to gain glory and victory
throne that no one can claim,
i'm king, and forever it shall be.

Garden

i remember for the first time we met at the garden,

the moment i saw you,sniffing the white roses at the garden,

you look soo beautiful at that time, it is like you're one with the roses,

i still remember the smile that you gave me,

sweet like a candy,

the pair of big eyes of yours,

like shining stars of hope,

your cute face when you laughing and giggle,

always be my blooming rose in my heart that never die.
when the wind blow floating your hair,
i was astonish by the beauty of yours,
the memory i kept inside for long time,
is the sweetest moment i ever had,
i'm grateful to have you by my side,

Surviving in society.

i intentionly leave people behind because i can see where it ends,
when sticking with other people, they keep restraining me from doing what i want to do, i dont care what society say bad thing when i doing a good thing, i know from what im doing now,it is getting me to nowhere,
but i keep doing it,i like it, i do it, if you people even my own very friends become my obstacle to what i like,
you leave me no choice but to let you go, and leave all of you behind, i'm taking people who keep moving forward, not a rock that keep blocking people ways. people uses society as a shield to protect themselves
after they using other people,eventually, they leave you behind, and replace with new ones,
me? i like to watch people, i give them hope, honesty, trust, loyalty,
what i want is appreciation, but what i see, people tend to use the "appreciation"
when we already dead.in that time, they will use to attract the other people to assume,
they are a good friend to dead guy, sad truth isnt?

From my utterly harsh statement,the truth about mankind and humanity is not what you expected,
the good and kind minority group are being suppress by the majority of the worst century,
most of people used assimilation just to get into society,from my perspective of view,
i define this society is rotten, harsh, cruelity, abusive in term of physical and mental,
their sense of ethnocentrism is too high, believing they are better than others by seeing them
with prejudice, discrimination.

nowdays, where is the term of harmony? where are your friends? USELESS. most of them are useless,pathetic,immature, the worst of generation could ever exist.

i give you a hint how to reveal people true colour,
USE YOUR KINDNESS, and you will see, WHO ARE YOUR FRIENDS, YOU WILL ABLE TO FIND WHO IS FRIEND AND FOES.

stronger

Stronger

you really think that i gonna lose forever?

you think i gonna sit down and whining without do anything,

you're wrong,

i maybe young,but that is not gonna stop me from growing stronger,

improving myself everyday,

this time i won't holding back,

i give my best shot,

stand strong on my ground,

i won't go down,

i always be thousand steps away in front of you,

i show you,

i will endure every hit,

straight dash for opportunity 

i will not stop growing,

you will tremble in fear,

you cannot make a move,

even one bit,

i will bash you,bash you,

i'll come back strong,

crush you to bits,

you can't even see my pace,

every move i make,

you're going down,

you don't even see when and how,

i'm stronger,faster than before.

i change,

better from who i ever was,

and

I ALWAYS STRONG

STRONGEST MAN YOU NEVER SEEN

masalah panjang.

Well,aku nak habis my first sem kt sini,terlalu banyak rintangan kt sini,di mana aku menjadi malas,stress sbb try nak adapt dgn keadaan life style bnyk assignment, exam and shit,so, life is hard for me right here,nak tulis kt twitter,takut kne bahan,so gua tulis kt blog je,aku pun jenis pendam je,simpan,mcm perempuan, haha,nak cakap nnt terasa lak kan,nak luahkan,sbb nak jaga hati mmbr,aku diam je,aku pun sekarang,sengaja mengasing diri aku dgn semua org,cuba nak create privasi sendiri,aku tak faham knp apa yg aku study selama ni,tak masuk,malas tu kuat sngt,buat kn.aku mcm takde semangat nak belajar,aku faham dulu aku kne buang,aku cuak gila kt sini,buat aku jadi insecure gila.aku rse mcm nak give up je,tpi bila nak give up,aku nak jadi apa,aku nak pergi mana,family aku tngh susah,aku down gila,aku tak tau nak luahkan kt sapa,bila aku luahkan,mcm makin menjadi2 lak masalah aku.aku....takut..... Bila orang tanya study mcm mne,aku mcm tak tau nak jawab apa,errrmmmmm,..bila aku dgr mak aku ckp,abg 3.5 eh,..aku takut gila nak tunaikan janji,aku tak berani nak tunaikan janji sesapa pun,mungkin aku tak confident dgn diri aku,haihhhh,apis2,..tu bru satu,kau sabar japp,ada lagi aku dok struggle, there is one girl,aku try nak usha,well,aku bnyk kali cuba lawan perasaan aku kt dia,dia mmbr aku,n aku selalu tolong dia,boleh di katakan everyday ah aku dok fikir2 dia,mcm2 strategy aku susun utk tarik hati dia,mcm2 aku tanya dia,try dia,she seems,well guarded heart,you know what am sayin,aku rse ntah,mcm selesa tau dgn dia,tpi tu ah,aku cuak dia layan laki lain je an,pastu tup tup,laki lain lak mndpt,ahhhhh lemak ah babi,aku dah jaga dia baik2,dok stalk dia mcm nk rak,engkau senang2 nak sakau mmg tak dpt ah cite dia,bgi Dempsey roll satu kali,mau terkujal kau kt situ an.dah lama dah aku pendam,yg penting lebih dari 4 bulan.dia mcm perasaan tu tenggelam timbul,kali ni,dia timbul menjadi pulau,haaaa,itu dia,well,back to the topic, boleh di katakan aku sayang dia ah,aku tak mampu tngk dia dgn org lain,mcm dia aku punya,fuck off,nak lepak boleh,tpi berramai-ramai daaaaaaan,tak boleh lepak berdua,actually aku strict gila kalau pasal couple,aku biar kau buat lah pape pun,tapi ingt,aku perhati je,agak2 dah lebih2 tu,aku sound ah,tpi jangan risau ah,aku luar je kasar,tpi sebenarnya hati ni,.......tau sendirilah,hahaha,tapi tu ah,kekadang, kita takut diri kita di hampakan an,cuak,insecure,rejection, tak ramai org yg aku couple serious,aku pun sebenarnya tak ready lgi,but aku just nak luahkan rasa sayang aku kt dia,caring pasal dia,aku....sayang dia....luaran mungkin sebagai kawan,tapi dalam hati aku.....kau sebenarnya lebih dari itu........aku sayang kau,.tpi aku taknak kau tau,sbb aku taknak kita jadi awkward,bila aku call kau,kau tak angkat,aku rse mcm sedih sikit ah,sebenarnya, aku tiap2 hari dtg library, aku cari kau.....sbb kau lah,aku start pegang buku balik,kau mcm2 doh bgi aku,tpi aku tak tau la kau terima aku seadanya ke apa an,tpi tu ah....perasaan pun main peranan gak.lastly masalah aku,aku cuak utk final exam aku.fuck.

The Forgotten Land of Dream

i'm looking straight to the vast of ocean,
If only i can be with you,
but,it is only a dream that never come true,
we used to live happily,
but when the storm of sadness and despair came,
and pouring the rain of jealousy and misery,
make our relationship split by two
we start to fighting,
always searching for the point to make a move,
so we begin to war,
tearing the land of dream apart,
destroy all of our surrounding,
all the troops are deploy,
the skills and tactics clashing each other,
non stop,
until one day,
she came to my kingdom,
and attack with the most deadly poison that rips a person,
piece by piece from inside,
they called, WORDS,
she attack straight to my heart,
i'm down,all the memories that we build with happiness down to crumbles,
the path to the land of dream are destroy,
nothing left but memories in my mind,lock with the chain seal,
i created an door,the door without knob and key,
i use that door to keep all my memories with you,
i called it,
The Forgotten Land of Dream.

Gaze

Gaze


You catch my heart just by the curves of your smile,
the first gaze that i never forget,
you make me feel out of this world,
You're treasure of my eye,
i never get bored with it,
crave my name in your heart,
the wound that never bleed,
the pain you never feel,
your laugh and giggles
made my day bright as sun light,

the warmth of your surrounding atmosphere
made me calm as clear lake,
the moment i saw you in my sight,

i smile even there is no jokes playing in my mind,
by looking straight to your eyes,
you made me unfold the stories that i never told to anybody,
the reason i want you,because you made me tell the truth not a lie,
the gaze of yours pierce thru my mask and iron heart,
when i'm with you,i feel somebody who care bout me,
i'm happy,
you blow all of my sadness,
you made me feel strong again,even stronger than i used to be,
the one who give me the reason why i need to move forward,

thank you for staying by my side,

tembak ke langit

muncul kau dalam mimpi ku,
hari ku tak macam selalu,
tidur ku di buai sang bayu,
sedap nya air cond sejuk,

lemparan senyuman mu,
ku tepis pakai raket badminton,
cita-cita ku nak jadi mcm lee chong wei,
tapi apakan daya kne reject buta-buta,

aku tembak cinta pakai machine gun,
satu pun tak kena,
cilaka babi.

dia kata aku pelik,
aku cakap saya tak sepelik bomoh kelapa,
dia cakap dia suka saya,
saya cakap,saya tak pakai minyak dagu pun.

alangkah indah nya kalau cinta saya mcm samurai,
malang nya malaysia pakai hang tuah bukan si pahlawan toncet
sial nya,

aku tembak ke langit,
jadi bintang buruj utk kau lihat,
tadaa cantik tak,
macam butuh,

Ball Room

Ball Room

You catch me with your eyes,

Lock me down with your smile,

You make me blind from surrounding,

Take a bow,

Low the gaze,

Touch my hands,

Hold them tight,

lets dance beautiful,

I'll make your day wonderful with this night,

Follow the flow of my body,

Give me your sweetest smile you ever had,

Kill me from inside,

Hear my whisper thru your ears,

I make you mine tonight,

The world is looking at us,

Show me your moves,

we dance on victory and glory,

Drown deep in my heart,

Let me give you my sense of touch,

The one you'll never forget,

enjoy the bright of chandelier,

I'm your best man in tux,you're my diamond gown wandering insight of my eyes, 

"May I dance with you under the elegent light?"

Asmara dusta

ASMARA DUSTA

Dulu janji junjung ke langit,

Cerita dia setia sampai mati,

Kucupan dan pelukan selubungi diri,

Apa yang telah aku lakukan,

Bisikan halus berkata,"aku akan selalu di sisi"

Tetapi itu semua dusta alam bercinta,

Lemas aku dalam dakapan,

Tenggelam hatiku dengan kucupan,

Diriku seperti terkena sumpahan,

Semua kata nya ku tunduk cium lantai bumi,

Minda aku tah kemana,

Alasan penuh membuta tuli di mata,

Cerita tak pernah habis,

Seribu kisah tiada titik,

Janji asmara dusta hapus di tiup angin,

Debu sisa haprak pun tarak,

Lemah longlai aku terkulai di tepi jalan

bersendiri jalan menuju ke pangkal yang tiada henti.