This heart

Heart

This heart stay to non

because non of it stop,

this heart owns to non,

because nothing stay forever,

because of one

this heart grow.

the one who tame me,

the one who restrain me,

the one who linger in me,

this heart grow fonder with touch of finger,

that eyes, remain forever as memories,

as the time goes on,

with wrinkles lurking

i still love you 

and i always do.

She

She

She love the sun but hate the night,

She want the stars but forget about the moon,

She enjoy being in love,

But hated the pain.

She said she was destroy but why she still breathing?

She said she push him away but always came back with the same story,

She wrote thousand times,

the same from thousand years back,

She didn't see luck on her side,

She push too much,

She suffocated,

Some were left overdose,

Some died with bullet holes.

Wonderland

Wonderland

You make me thinking everything,

Hoping you'll be fine each day,

these chains slowly break,

unlock the broken door shut tight without a knob,

its been a while i haven't worry about someone,

when i opened my eyes,

first word making my breath is your name,

this dead heart start pulsing faintly,

those smile, those eyes,

made me wondering where have you been all along,

It is my dream to write about someone who looks me straight in the eye,
when i reciting this,

someone i cared, someone who appreciate me when i'm around,

i may be a dick or a douche,

but when you by my side,

you make this dry heart melt,

love me like you do,

When i took a glimpse into your eyes,

something tells me, go for it.

I'm just a little boy in this big world,

i need a girl to hold my hands and say,

"lets make it ours"

because

i'm just a boy who full of wonder.

STAY

"let me walk down the road alone,

the pain that you did was unbearable and unforgivable,"

he choose to live with it,

day by day tried to forget,

the stories that didn't have happy ending,

the one that they called invincible,

the one that they called heartless,

the one that they said, the wicked

is the one that slowly dying,

despite all the smile that he crafted,

hidden thousand stories he couldn't tell,

she said you may find the others,

a sentence full of lies,

trying to make up what is undone,

he told her to stay but she didn't,

he said, "can you do a last favor for me?"

she reply "what is it?"

he said, "smile for me for the last time,"

she did,

that's all he need to move forward,

he was angry,

he was furious,

his rage all over his head,

but he didn't say a word.

she thought he just like the other guy,

but deep down, she realize,

what have i done.

that is the last time he saw her,

"i'm going to miss you once more and this time, it stay forever like this."

he put down his sword,his shield and everything,

he sat down to the tree,

"i'm tired, i need a rest"

the moment he close his eyes,

he's stay forever.

hoping one day,

he could fight again,

someone who fight like he did,

someone who willing to hurt like he did,

have a rest young warrior,

you deserve it.

little time

Even it is only a short time, but it is how you appreciate the moment

give your best 

Monster

MONSTER

Where is the old me,

am i still there?

the darkness has devour me whole,

why i'm change?

can i change back to myself?

the way i used to be,

instead being the one i hate?

please help me,

i'm lost,

i just want to go home,

i'm laughing on innocent,

twisted mind with beautiful lies,

please remember me the way i used to be,

even i'm staying in your vivid memories,

i was blind,

i was left behind,

i forget those who stayed by my side,

i thought i already open,

sadly i only used one eye to perceive the world,

but not looking to myself,

i exploited those who's weak,

i killed the king,
i killed the one that used to be me,

and now i have nothing,

stuck in the maze of life,

i cant get out,

i just want to live,

i'm the monster of myself,

i'm the demon of myself,
I'm a killer of myself,

because i forgot to love myself,

please tell me how the way i used to be...

The Other Side of Me

The Other Side of Me.

Beautiful black and white,

tainted with scarlet red,

Lost and stuck

Between two world of mine

1000 ways to labyrinth

finding treasure of myth

dreaming diamond and gold

but twisted with pandora box

Cry for help in silent voice,

the world is deaf and blind

reality keep alter and shifting fast

movement become slow

left in past memories

still young but forgotten..